Watch me while I bloom

i have a headache that started since afternoon and it hasnt gone away even after taking panadol. i think im becoming too dependent on painkillers.the pain is making me think more and the thinking is hurting my brain more.

Michael Jackson's death is seriously affecting me and i dont know why.im not exactly a fan of his.but looking at some of his music videos just now, they're really good actually.its more of the sudden death that shocked me. i never thoght of someone like MJ to just die just like that.gosh!! he was such an icon. it's so sudden i still cant believe it. ARGH!!im gonna miss him.

Friday, June 26, 2009 // 6:50 AM

mad world

im confused like i dont even know what im feeling now, like i need to press the reset button in my life start all over again, like i need to scream at the top of my longs " fuck this _ !!!!" i dont even know what "_" is.

at this point in my life i dont know what i want and i dont want to have to think about it. this holiday has been bad for me.i feel like i lost sight of what i've beenn trying to do all this while. i dont feel like going back to school. its tiring. i dont want to have to deal with all that crap again.

Friday, June 19, 2009 // 6:39 AM

watching 'FRIENDS' make me laugh and cry.i cried watching this scene again and again.one of my favourite pieces of television

'in all my life i'd never thought i could be so lucky as to have fallen in love with one of my best...there's a reason why girls dont do this'

:)

Monday, June 15, 2009 // 5:12 AM

went to see hannah montana the movie. it was :D

adam lambert:"He's the one guy I found attractive in the whole group on the show: nice, nonchalant, pretty and totally my type -- except that he has a wife," Lambert said. "I mean he's open-minded and liberal, but he's definitely 100 percent straight."

awww thats too bad would have been nice to see the two of them together. hehe. he was talking about kris btw

Wednesday, June 10, 2009 // 4:25 AM

wanna know what i did the whole day? doesnt matter im gonna say it anw. so i woke up at 9. had breakfast. did a maths paper. cooked spaghetti for lunch all by myself.im so proud of me. bathed. then i lied on my bed and stared at the ceiling for an hour occasionally typing smses to raq and esther. at 3 i went to white sands with my sister. forgot to bring along my library card and we couldnt borrow any books so my sis was like 'quickly hide them' and stuffed the books behind the shelves.HAHA and now im at my house typing this post.

and now im going to stop typing.

hehe trust me it tastes much better than it looks

Monday, June 8, 2009 // 2:53 AM

5 hours of 'Bed Time Stories', 'No Reservation' and 'Bride Wars' twice. then i read 'shopaholic ties the knot'. makes you wanna get married doesnt it?haha no. im kidding... am i. currently watching 'Get Smart' now. who knew it was an action movie. i tot it was a spoof action movie like the ' scary movie' or 'meet the spartans' but it is funny tho. omg when steve carell and dwayne johnson kissed it was like Ooohlala! haha reminds me of adam lambert *raise eyebrows*

fuck you fuck you like the sucker of a shit that you are!! you have no idea how much i fucking hate you!!im fucking disgusted FUCKING disgusted!

Wednesday, June 3, 2009 // 6:37 AM