Watch me bloom.
See me shine.
cuz im stronger than you know
13-5-2009 a day i'll never forget. i can never forget. not for a long long long time to come. almost everyone was crying today. i thought i wouldnt, that i was stronger but when i saw her eyes from a distance when she was huggig someone else, i couldnt help myself.i couldnt take it. im sooooo stupid i should have said smth back said something in return just to let her know, to let them know just how much they mean to me. i had it all figured out in my brain but when it was my turn i choked, choked on what to say, choked on my tears and choked on their words. those words still ring in my ear like that annoying church bell that always goes off at 12.but i just have to let you know, thanks, i never knew until now.
i love you too, ALL of you
Wednesday, May 13, 2009 // 4:35 AM