Watch me bloom.
See me shine.
cuz im stronger than you know
nice weather today.i love rainy days. it has a feel of subtle sadness yet there's a hint of gentleness in the cool breeze that blows after a storm. so i sat at the plt table today,revising after q and a session with the HPC nominees. i was sitting all alone, just enjoying the breeze, occasionally smiling at every other person that passes by and looking out at the PIE.its ironic really how two unseemingly different worlds are separated by a fence.the cars out side seemed to be in a rush to do what they have to and here i am in the school lazing around not even doing my work properly, too busy thinking and remembering. the view from here may not be a 1st class five star hotel view but it was familiar sight, a sight i knew so well, appreciated so little and have grown to love so much.especially on days like this when you're all alone and you're platoon mates have all gone home, the table is the only place i'll ever find the comforting presence of my platoon. and i dont ever want to change it. not ever because we've had so much memories and fun there it feels like when we're not in our classes we can expect someone to be there. sitting there i feel part of Bravo'09. i will treasure this because god knows how long we'll still be here. but right now im not afraid to be lonely anymore.ok maybe im getting too emotional and looking wayyy stupid cuz Beaunice the PSl with whom i had made no sort of communication whatsoever until now was actually laughing at my expression when i was deep in thought.HAHAyou sitting there at the other end opposite me made me think maybe, just, just maybe you might be feeling the same way that i do now about it. maybe about different people but i think it might just be the same feeling. just.im trying to rememberwhy i was afraidto be myself and let the covers fall away
Tuesday, April 28, 2009 // 2:11 AM