Watch me bloom.
See me shine.
cuz im stronger than you know
im updating cuz of smone.tat same person showed me two poems today.smhow it made my day.THANKs.u noe ah my life's a bore wit a capital 'B'. sm things in my life too unapporiate for a public blog.an rmbr to switch off ur lights at 8.30 today for earth hour.do ur part for our home.you can say i belong in this race that race but in the end we all belong to the HUMAN RACE.sm wise guru told me tat but i forgot who ah.
GOOD JOB FSD PPL!!!!YOU DID CEDAR PROUD!!tho i felt i didnt do my part well...
count down: just 4 more weeks....time is just too fast
Saturday, March 28, 2009 // 4:06 AM
stupid ah!stayed up till 12 doing stupid trigo bull-crap still cnnt finish!wtf! this stress is not helping my system especially when im PMS-ing! im just pissed at evry1 i c. my life have been going around crap tat im not even part of!! i havent been behind homework in like 5 yrs since i migrated here and sekali u turned my world upside down!my shitty results have proven tat i gotta BUCK UP and concentrate on whats actually important in life!!!in the end it all comes down to ME so im gonna lay off the girl-on-girl drama for now and concentrate on my studies.
Tuesday, March 24, 2009 // 6:04 PM
FINALLY i've done all my homework.'claps' for me.march hols didnt even feel like hols,maybe cuz my mind was only focused on one thing i didnt see how fast time was moving.still i cant wait to get back in the action of sch life.it keeps my mind working and stop my thoughts from running wild like it is now but they're always orbiting around the same subject..suddenly i feel like i have to say this out loud.i dun care if you found out. i WANT you to find out.u might not even care but i want to be more than just a passing memory.no i want to be something more tangible cause even the most lasting of memories fade away....OMG A MILLION THX TO A'TIKAH!!!I LOVE YOU!!!!
Sunday, March 22, 2009 // 12:22 AM
UNIT CAMP's over!!!aaaawwwwww!!!like it was the most fun i've had in this whole yr since i had to skip LJ and stay in sch learning shitty alphabeto stuff.BTW its ALPHABETO not ALPHABETA LOSER!!!anw congrats to esther!!!!!you deserved it.. YAY got to see the specs for like a mili-second during co-nite after humiliating myself into the next century!! still it was nice to see them again. missed them so much tho I LOVE THIS YEAR SPECSSS LIKE HELL!!!!! it was incredible and definitely unforgettable!! chickadie club all the way yo!!!
Thursday, March 19, 2009 // 2:53 AM

i made a new friend today.and i have a feeling we're gonna be more than friends one day.I love you humaira!!its weird i never thought we'd be this close as we are now!! stay cute and cool ya!and yes i'll be there for you and i know you're gonna be there for me!!!!eh haha sry the image upside down.hahaha.
Saturday, March 14, 2009 // 4:09 AM
yesterday co nite was fun.did two dry runs of the script.it was raining like duno wad and humaira and i were so freaked by the thunder.went to mac's and in the rain.aawwwwwww my darlin raqibah came back for me in the rain.we walked under the umbrella in therain.haha tat reminded me of 'char char' and the umbrella incident.man if only she was there.then we had a creative discussion of our fav topic of the year at mac's.haha somehow evrytime after co nite meeting,we would wind up talking about it.hmmm Dee and i have been corrupting the plt's innocent minds.hahahaha the kind of ppl i have for friends...........wouldn't change them for anything in the world
Saturday, March 7, 2009 // 7:14 PM